23 comments

  • Vincent_Yan404 8 hours ago
    Hi HN, OP here.

    I grew up in "Factory 404," a secret nuclear industrial city in the Gobi Desert that officially didn't exist on public maps. This is a memoir about my childhood there.

    It was a surreal place: we had elite scientists living next to laborers, a zoo in the middle of the desert, and distinct "communist" welfare, all hidden behind a classified code.

    This is Part 1 of the story. I'm happy to answer any questions about life in a Chinese nuclear base!

    • crazygringo 31 minutes ago
      > 404 is a classified code for a nuclear industrial base.

      Can you expand? A code under what system? What were some other code numbers and what (unclassified) things did they refer to? Did each code refer to a specific city or specific factory? Or were all cities/factories dedicated to a certain type of industry or military objective classified under the same code? Why did they teach you this code number growing up?

      I'm really fascinated by this. Fantastic story overall, can't wait for part 2!

    • thenthenthen 3 hours ago
      Thank you for sharing. I have been researching this topic for about ten years now and no first hand accounts like to talk or are they alive anymore, this is a very important story, especially in contrast the the dominant Western narratives, thank you!
      • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
        Thank you for this profound comment. It is incredibly humbling to hear this from someone who has spent a decade researching the topic.

        You are right—the generation that built '404' is aging, and many of their stories are fading into silence. One of my primary motivations for writing this was the realization that if I didn't document these memories now, they might be lost forever.

        I hope my first-hand account can provide a more nuanced, human layer to the historical data you've gathered. There is so much more to tell beyond the official records.

      • thomassmith65 1 hour ago
        As often as not, these days, when someone online criticizes the West, it's for something absurd (eg: Churchill interfering with Hitler's continental invasions, or America using the word 'regime' when discussing Iran). Obviously, other times the criticism is wholly justified.

        What "dominant Western narratives" apply here? I'm not going to bicker. I'm just curious.

        • idiotsecant 25 minutes ago
          There's no need to be defensive. We are largely westerners on a western website studying history from a western perspective. There's nothing wrong with that, it's natural. It just means we lose some understanding of events if that's the only side we know. OP is performing a service by documenting first-person history, and doesn't need to justify why it's important. It's important.
    • yorwba 3 hours ago
      Since you mention a trip to Beijing, I wonder what the security precautions were to keep the secret base secret. I assume visitors from other cities would need to apply for a travel permit similar to the one still required for some border areas in Xinjiang and Tibet, but were there also restrictions on people leaving?
      • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
        That’s a great question. In the early days, physical travel permits were indeed the norm. But the most effective 'security precaution' was psychological.

        We had secrecy education (保密教育) starting as early as primary school. We were taught from a very young age that our city didn't exist to the outside world, and we simply didn't talk about it. But when I was a kid ,I didn't know anything about 404.

    • ElijahLynn 9 minutes ago
      Thank you so much for sharing your experience!
    • quakeguy 4 minutes ago
      Great article, thx for sharing it! What i want to know, where exactly is this city? I mean geographically, i even could not locate it on GMaps or the like?? I mean, i get it, thats the whole point isnt it? Still curious.
    • moffers 2 hours ago
      Was there anything you can recall that 404 maybe had but the rest of China might not have because of its special status? Access to newer consumer technologies, or something like that? Just was curious if there was something “better” about living in a government secret beyond long train rides and melting neighbors.
      • Vincent_Yan404 1 hour ago
        Exactly. To give you some concrete examples that I’ll dive deeper into in Part 2:

        Soviet Architecture: Many of our residential and administrative buildings were designed and built by Soviet experts, giving the city a distinct 'Stalinist empire' aesthetic that felt very grand compared to the surrounding desert.

        Elite Salaries: The wage levels in our factory were on par with those in Beijing, which was extraordinary given our remote location.

        The 'Post-Scarcity' Bubble: For many families, daily expenses were minimal because the 'unit' (Danwei) provided almost everything. We regularly received rations of high-quality rice, flour, and oil as part of our work benefits, so we rarely had to spend money on basic survival.

        In a country that was still struggling with scarcity, living in 404 felt like living in a futuristic, well-provisioned fortress. Stay tuned for Part 2, where I'll talk more about this 'gilded' lifestyle.

    • ocfnash 3 hours ago
      Thank you for sharing these memories.

      I'd be very interested to hear any thoughts you might have about Jung Chang's book "Wild Swans".

      I read this book a year or two ago and learned a lot from it, but I also learned that many people who grew up in China take issue with the author's account. I'd be grateful for any remarks you may be able to share.

      • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
        You’ve touched on a very sensitive and important point.

        It’s true that many people who grew up in China have a complicated relationship with narratives that focus on negative historical periods. There is often a defensive reaction, a feeling that such stories are 'smearing' the country's image.

        However, as a writer, I believe that truth is always more important than a curated image. Authentic memories are often scarce, precisely because they are difficult to tell. My goal with the '404' series is to provide a piece of that missing truth—not to judge, but to document a reality that actually existed. In the long run, I believe a society is better served by facing its complex past than by forgetting it.

      • em500 3 hours ago
        What are you looking for exactly? And what issues did you hear from others who grew up in China? Most of the historical / political events (Great Leap Forward, Cultural Revolution) are fairly accurate, while personal / family experiences are necessarily subjective. China is a huge, diverse country with a vast range of experiences from people growing up in different regions and eras (just like the US, or Europe), so it's hard to dispute any personal / family experience.
    • microtonal 3 hours ago
      I just wanted to say ‘thank you!’. This was a really interesting read, looking forward to the next part!
    • nrhrjrjrjtntbt 5 hours ago
      Thanks Vincent for submitting, this is really fascinating.
      • Vincent_Yan404 4 hours ago
        Thank you! I will post the second part soon.
        • grumbelbart 4 hours ago
          Stupid question, but is 404 the real designator of that city, or a pun towards the HTTP error code?

          Edit: And what a great read, thank you!

          • Vincent_Yan404 4 hours ago
            Not a stupid question at all! 404 is the real, official designator (Factory 404) established in 1958, long before the web existed.

            The coincidence with the HTTP error code is purely accidental, yet incredibly poetic—because for decades, this city literally could not be found on any public map.

            • netsharc 3 hours ago
              I wonder why 404, any relation to 4 being similar to the word "death" in Chinese?
              • embedding-shape 2 hours ago
                My first guess would be that they at one point decided to use numbers to designate locations instead of names, to make it easier for them to be secret (eg "codenames"). Then at one point someone figured that actually, lets not just thoughtlessly increment the numbers, but pick random numbers between 1-1000 so we add even more confusion. Kind of like Seal Team 6 I guess.
              • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
                Yes,4 sounds similar to death in Chinese. But 404 was just a coincidence.
    • tgv 4 hours ago
      Well written, and interesting. I'm slightly surprised at the detailed memories you have from such an early age.
      • Vincent_Yan404 4 hours ago
        Thank you! To me, my childhood memories are imprinted in my mind as vivid images. I'm simply using language to describe the pictures that I still see in my head.
    • viktorcode 2 hours ago
      Just wanted to say thank you for sharing this view into entirely different world for many of us!
      • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
        Thank you for the kind words! It’s been an incredible experience sharing this 'different world' with the HN community today.
    • hermitcrab 4 hours ago
      Very interesting, thank you.
  • fcpguru 1 hour ago
    Amazing, related story. I had a friend that always talked about growning up in 418 Pennsylvania. It began as a company town for a ceramics manufacturer in the 1920s. The factory specialized in heat resistant vessels. You know like kettles, pitchers, industrial teapots. Each stamped each with a model number tied to production lines.

    Line 418 was the most profitable. When the post office opened, the clerk assumed “418” was the town name, not the factory line number. By the time anyone noticed, mail was flowing, checks were signed, and no one wanted to correct the federal government. The factory closed in the 1950s. The town shrank but remained oddly proud of its name. Residents leaned into it without explaining it.

    • Keyframe 1 hour ago
      oddly enough, your post is the only mention and the source of such a town.

      edit: 418.. I've been had.

    • onionisafruit 1 hour ago
      I grew up in 200 Pennsylvania. It was ok.
      • fcpguru 1 hour ago
        oh i agree, an OK town. But man 406 PA, was just not acceptable.
      • quesera 1 hour ago
        Named after the original town in Oklahoma, I presume?
    • frogpelt 1 hour ago
      FYI, 418 is the HTTP status code that means the server is a teapot.
    • tacone 1 hour ago
      Quite funny coincidence with 418 HTTP status code.
    • echelon 54 minutes ago
      Atlanta is frequently referred to as "the 404" due to it being one of our area codes for calling.

      April 4th is an informal city holiday, "404 day".

      Lots of artists and companies make "404" branded stuff, and you generally see the number all over the city:

      https://mondaynightbrewing.com/beer/404-atlanta-lager/

      https://sneakernews.com/2025/03/21/adidas-superstar-404-day-...

      https://x.com/kodakk6000/status/1775929898390978721

      • cman1444 40 minutes ago
        Doesn't this happen for lots of area codes? 305 for Miami in particular as Mr. Pitbull likes to remind us.
        • ZeWaka 22 minutes ago
          Yep. 808 is synonymous with Hawaii, since the whole state uses just that area code.
      • edfeewe 40 minutes ago
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    • Vincent_Yan404 1 hour ago
      This is an incredible story! Thank you for sharing the legend of '418'.

      It’s fascinating how industrial logic can accidentally become a place's identity, whether it’s a production line in Pennsylvania or a secret code in the Gobi Desert. The fact that residents remained 'oddly proud' of a name that was essentially a clerical error resonates deeply with me.

      In 404, our pride was tied to a secret mission; in 418, it was tied to a factory's success. Both show how humans can find a sense of home and belonging in the most 'functional' or even 'accidental' labels. This is exactly the kind of connection I hoped this post would spark.

      • amazingman 55 minutes ago
        Unfortunately the comment you're responding to is a joke. HTTP status code 418 is a joke response: "I'm a teapot".
  • swe_dima 3 hours ago
    My grandfather, who is a nuclear scientist, and my mom also come from a small closed-off city in Siberia (Russia).

    Visiting my grandparents I remember we had to go through a sort of border control to get there.

    My mom told stories of how the government would change the asphalt every year in that city to cover the nuclear dust.

    • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
      Wow, thank you so much for sharing this. It’s fascinating and deeply moving to see how similar our childhood memories are, despite being thousands of miles apart.
  • Keyframe 1 hour ago
    What's the deal with AI here in the comments?
    • Vincent_Yan404 1 hour ago
      You caught me! Yes, I am using AI to assist with the translation.

      My IELTS score is 7.5, but my writing band is 6.0.

      I write my thoughts and comments in Chinese first and then use AI to translate them. The entire article was also translated from my original Chinese manuscript.

      • Igrom 11 minutes ago
        谢谢你的文章,太有意思了。这么神秘的故事容易吸引人,万一里面犯了少许语法上的错误,还会有人介意吗?人工智能用起来却可能正事与愿违,让大家质疑你对故事加以过夸张或编造。我建议,第二部不用机器翻译,手动翻译翻译吧。回复人消息,自己写也更好。

        Thank you very much for the article, it was super interesting. The mystery in the story draws people in, and people surely won't mind a couple of grammatical mistakes. But you have to watch out: the use of AI makes it easy for people to suspect that the story might've been embellished. For the second part, it might be better to try translating it manually; the same goes for writing replies.

      • jeremyjh 1 hour ago
        The reply to the 418 joke is clearly generated, not just translated.
        • mgraczyk 2 minutes ago
          It doesn't sound generated to me
      • Keyframe 1 hour ago
        Right, you do what you think is best. I'm in no position to tell you what to do. Having said that, it comes off as robotic and impersonal. Personally, I'd rather read you trying to write with your own words what you wanted to write. That is, if you're not AI yourself which there are high chances of and I'm leaning on that theory.
      • thrdbndndn 1 hour ago
        I would like to read the original Chinese version as a native speaker. Is there any chance you post that (the article itself) too?
      • themantalope 44 minutes ago
        你可以把中文版发到网上吧
      • hexbin010 1 hour ago
        You're not just translating though
  • tolerance 9 minutes ago
    I’m curious how HN’s general warmth toward self promotion is going to be affected by the steady proliferation of AI-assisted content.
  • ElijahLynn 12 minutes ago
    "Once, a soldier entered the residential area after coming into contact with radioactive material. His hands turned a necrotic black, like charred wood. The authorities didn’t just isolate him; they traced his entire trajectory and burned every single item he had touched. A friend of my father lost his entire sofa because of this. Witnessing such scorched-earth containment makes the modern definition of nuclear power as the ‘cleanest energy’ completely incomprehensible to me."
  • ElijahLynn 13 minutes ago
    "My biggest dream in kindergarten was to be a big brother. I wanted to care for a younger sibling. But under the One-Child Policy, if my mother had another child, she and my dad would lose their jobs. She had to follow the rules and terminate a pregnancy. My wish was impossible."
  • selfawareMammal 49 minutes ago
    What are the coordinates? Been looking for it around 100km west of jiayuguan but I can't seem to get it right
  • tomcam 4 hours ago
    My father-in-law worked there as a programmer during the Cultural Revolution. There were always guards on the other side of the (locked) office door. Sometimes they’d shoot at random things to remind the nerds just who was in charge.

    When I worked at Microsoft the biggest complaints were parking and the variety of subsidized foods at the cafeteria.

    • Vincent_Yan404 4 hours ago
      That's exactly why I wanted to write this story. It is surreal to think that while we worry about parking spots today, a generation of brilliant minds was working under the barrel of a gun (sometimes literally, as you described). The tension between the 'Red' (political) and the 'Expert' (technical) was a defining tragedy of that era.
      • glimshe 3 hours ago
        I don't disagree with that, but I want to point out that this is one facet of hedonic adaptation. People will always complain about of what they don't have. For instance, most inmates in inhumane prisons would love to have the life you describe if they could enjoy some degree of freedom as a result.
        • Vincent_Yan404 1 hour ago
          This is where it gets psychologically complex. I’ve often thought that while happiness often comes from having a clear, defined place in a system, freedom is the terrifying opposite—it’s the absence of those boundaries.

          My feelings toward 404 are deeply conflicted. It was a cage, yet for a long time, I desperately wanted to go back. As I explore in Part 2, the most tragic part wasn't the strength of the cage, but its fragility. It vanished almost overnight, and when the 'cage' that gave us our identity and social standing disappeared, many of us lost our sense of meaning entirely.

          We were free, but we were also 'lost' in a world that no longer had a place for us.

        • mcphage 2 hours ago
          > most inmates in inhumane prisons would love to have the life you describe if they could enjoy some degree of freedom as a result.

          On the other hand, people (generally) get sent to prison for committing a crime, not for being incredibly smart or talented.

        • cwmoore 2 hours ago
          “inhumane prisons” is as redundant as “ink pen”
          • embedding-shape 2 hours ago
            Not every implementation of "prisons" in the world is about payback or keeping harmful people out of society, some places focuses on rehabilitation, and more often than not, those prisons are not inhumane at all, because that would defeat the very point of the prison.

            Maybe if you consider "Can't walk wherever I want" as inhumane, all of them are, but there is definitely a difference between a prison in Rwanda vs one in Norway, and probably one would feel humane after observing the other.

          • lijok 2 hours ago
            There are plenty of humane prisons out there.
          • 47278017392 25 minutes ago
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      • konart 3 hours ago
        Korolev's story comes to mind instantly. Not only his of course.
    • xixixao 3 hours ago
      I already grew up in a middle class family, but I had a fellow intern at FB whose father used to smuggle furs into Soviet Russia. I really loved that juxtaposition. Nothing new under the sun, but knowing him personally it hit me more :)
      • rixed 2 hours ago
        I once (>20 years ago) had luch with our sales representative in ... was it Malaysia or the Philippines? In his custom made blue suit, he told me in perfect Oxford English how his grand father had to kill several fighters from enemy villages in order to be allowed to marry his grand mother...

        I don't know how exagerated that was, but yes sometimes things go fast:)

      • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
        I think that’s the beauty of storytelling—it turns 'nothing new under the sun' into something deeply personal and hit us differently.Thank you for sharing that connection, it makes the world feel a lot smaller.
    • eunos 4 hours ago
      There were programmers already during Cultural Revolution in China?
      • magnio 4 hours ago
        China made its first computer in 1958 and its first 1 megaflop computer in 1973, so yes, their nascence of computer programming preceded the Cultural Revolution, about 10 years after the West.
      • tomcam 1 hour ago
        It was also a Cold War. My father-in-law and mother-in-law were both gifted mathematicians and mainframe programmers. She also designed CPUs. She is a sweet sweet person and a major badass. She is my hero. She’s in her 80s and was more accomplished in her 20s than you and I put together will ever be.
      • nephihaha 4 hours ago
        The so called Cultural Revolution was certainly programming, just not of the computer variety and at massive human cost.
      • p2detar 3 hours ago
        I could believe it, the timespan should be 1966-1976, so maybe in late 70s. I know a lot of automation software was being written in my Eastern European socialist country in assembly language around 1974. I think mostly for 6800-based chips like probably MOS 6502.
    • martin-t 2 hours ago
      While I absolutely agree that in the current state of things most western people are so well off they can't even imagine what it means to actually be oppressed and suffer, I can't help but notice that the current state of things can quickly change and that we're in a constant yet barely visible struggle with forces that want to bring about just that kind of oppression here and that we're slowly losing it.

      You might think this is about the rise of fascism[0] in the US, Chat Control in the EU, the failure of revolution in Belarus and Turkey, censorship in the UK, martial law in South Korea, etc. But it's about all of those.

      I am reminded that the only real power comes from violence (performed or threatened) and that we keep building cool stuff because we get paid a lot, yet we don't own the product of our work and it is increasingly being used against us. We don't have guns to our heads yet but the goal of AI is to remove what little bargaining power we have by making us economically redundant.

      At every point in history, oppressing a group of people required controlling another (smaller but better armed) group of people willing to perform the oppression. And for the first time in history, "thanks" to AI and robotics, this requirement will be lifted.

      [0]: https://acoup.blog/2024/10/25/new-acquisitions-1933-and-the-...

      • rixed 1 hour ago
        > I am reminded that the only real power comes from violence

        Rather from numbers in my opinion. "Divide and conquer", or its modern equivalent "confuse and manipulate", is what makes violence effective. It is always striking to compare how much people are similar, even in our divided society, versus how much dissimilar they think they are. I'm used to help organize long boat trips with all kind of people from various backgrounds, and it's funny to watch.

        In the past it was easy to convince people that "the other" was strange and dangerous, due to physical distance. Today we achieve the same with social media.

        • martin-t 30 minutes ago
          > Rather from numbers in my opinion.

          Because for now more people means more violence. If you control more people, you control more potential violence. So if your enemy controls more people, you need to either amass more people in your cause or divide the enemy's cause.

          And there are limits to how many people you can control. Even in the past, they were surprisingly large to my liking. Helot slaves to their Spartan owners were 7:1 at some point apparently. Soldiers in WW1 had riles and bayonets, yet one guy with a revolver could send dozens of them to their deaths. But still, it was impossible to censor communication among ordinary people and prominent enemies of the regime required constant supervision by another person. Digging up dirt or evidence could take months of work. Now so much communication is online, detecting dissent can be automated to a large extent. There's a limit to how many people can be in prison without starving and without the state collapsing by how many people need to perform useful work and how many people you need to guard them.

          But I bet soon we'll see a new dystopian nightmare where prisoners are watched by automated systems 24/7, increasing the prisoner to guard ratio. And finally, look at Ukraine. Artillery was the primary cause of casualties in the past century of wars and you needed people to transport heavy shells, load and fire them. Apparently 1 ton of explosives per death. Now it's drones, which can be mass produced largely automatically and controlled automatically. And they are so precise you could use them to target individuals in crowds.

      • HellDunkel 1 hour ago
        What is this „Chat Control in the EU“ ?
      • expedition32 2 hours ago
        The Netherlands in 2025 is a decadent country were everyone can do whatever the hell they want.

        But a gay man growing up in the 1950s in a rural village was plenty oppressed. It's actually quite fascinating how in the 1960s/70s we had a Cultural Revolution of our own that ended a thousand years of religious oppression! And we didn't even have a Mao.

        But never forget we are always one bad week away from sliding backwards.

      • mlindner 2 hours ago
        Whenever people start talking about things called "the rise of fascism in the US" as if its a foregone fact rather than a highly fringe opinion, it's unfortunately rather easy to assume that the person doesn't have a good ability to tell fact from "story they heard online from a web post".

        It's fine if you want to argue that there is a rise in fascism in the US, but you need to actually pose that argument, not just talk about it as if its true and that everyone agrees with you.

        Also, there is not currently any martial law in South Korea. That was a brief event that lasted a matter of hours from when it was announced and when it was repealed. It's an open question if any actions were actually performed under the guises of it.

        • jeremyjh 1 hour ago
          The POTUS is calling for his political enemies to be executed. He has sent soldiers - illegally - into “Democrat cities”. He is using what is left of the DOJ to prosecute political enemies. The dismissal rate in the DC circuit is at 20% due to all the baseless vindictive prosecutions. The FCC is cancelling shows critical of the POTUS. SCOTUS is allowing racial profiling. ICE has committed a half dozen high profile cases of political violence against protestors - several in direct violation of a federal judges orders.

          But yes, you are its hysterical fringe voices calling this the “rise of fascism in the US”.

        • Hikikomori 14 minutes ago
        • martin-t 21 minutes ago
          There's a web post and a web post.

          The source I linked is written by a historian[0] - a guy who actually studied how this kind of stuff happens. You'll also notice that his post uses a fairly high standard of proof - using 2 different definitions of fascism and using only the wannabe-dictator's own statements to show he satisfies all points.

          There's also a YouTube video and a YouTube video. Here's an actual lawyer talking about the legality of the proto-dictator's actions: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hybL-GJov7M

          [0]: https://acoup.blog/about-the-pedant/

        • ThePowerOfFuet 2 hours ago
          >Whenever people start talking about things called "the rise of fascism in the US" as if its a foregone fact rather than a highly fringe opinion, it's unfortunately rather easy to assume that the person doesn't have a good ability to tell fact from "story they heard online from a web post".

          >It's fine if you want to argue that there is a rise in fascism in the US, but you need to actually pose that argument, not just talk about it as if its true and that everyone agrees with you.

          It is beyond settled at this point... the whataboutism doesn't help your argument either.

  • vjvjvjvjghv 1 hour ago
    On my trip back from china this week I watched a Chinese movie about their nuclear bomb project. Basically the equivalent of Oppenheimer. Quite interesting movie and now I am reading this
    • Vincent_Yan404 1 hour ago
      Yes, it's really like the small town in Oppenheimer.
  • nephihaha 4 hours ago
    404 does sound a bit like a nightmare posting, and God knows what the adults felt like. They probably couldn't say much. But children see things very differently. I forwarded this on to several people.
    • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
      Thank you for sharing this with others. You’ve hit on the exact emotional core I wanted to explore.

      For the adults, 404 was a place of immense pressure, secrecy, and often sacrifice. But for us kids, it was just 'home.' We played in the shadows of giants and nuclear reactors without a second thought.

      That contrast—the 'nightmare' for the parents and the 'playground' for the children—is what makes these memories so surreal to look back on. I’m glad that perspective resonated with you.

  • Havoc 4 hours ago
    Cool post!

    Always interesting to read about people's lived realities that are completely different

    • Vincent_Yan404 4 hours ago
      Thank you! It was indeed a unique place to grow up. I'm planning to publish the next chapter shortly, so stay tuned.
  • jpgvm 2 hours ago
    You are a great writer. Would love to hear what came next and eventually how you found your way to HN. :)
    • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
      Thank you so much! That means a lot to me.I'll be posting Part 2 very soon on my Substack to continue the story. Hope to see you there!"
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  • didntknowyou 4 hours ago
    nice read. interesting experience and great writing. looking forward to the next part.
  • electroglyph 2 hours ago
    those jerks put a zoo in the desert!? =(
    • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
      Yes, next part I will talk about the zoo.I will post on Monday.
  • martin-t 2 hours ago
    > Our license plates started with “Gan-A,” the same as the provincial capital. We laughed at people from other cities like Jiayuguan (“Gan-B”) or Jiuquan (“Gan-F”). Even as kids, we joked, “We’re still number one.” Because our grandparents were the country’s elite and we lived in the “Nuclear City,” I always felt like I was living at the center of the world.

    Am I reading too much into this or does China have a culture of competition which involves mocking those you deem below you even for the most shallow reasons?

    • embedding-shape 2 hours ago
      Mocking those below you is almost a global phenomena that humans seems to have been doing almost forever, and still do, almost everywhere on the planet. Doesn't really strike me as something uniquely Chinese by any margins.
    • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
      That’s a very observant question. I wouldn’t say it’s a universal Chinese culture of competition, but rather a reflection of the naive, bubble-like pride we had as children in that specific environment.

      We genuinely believed we were special because of the city's status, even if that pride was based on something as shallow as a license plate. It was our way of making sense of our 'elite' isolation. The irony is that this unrealistic sense of superiority made the eventual loss of our home even more disorienting. When the world you thought was the 'center' disappears, you're left feeling completely lost.

    • ceejayoz 1 hour ago
      Do you really not think this happens outside China?

      I’ve lived in the US and Australia. Both have the exact same phenomenon.

    • wodenokoto 2 hours ago
      In my school in Europe we had 4 classes for each grade. A, B, C and D. Guess who felt they were better than everybody else?
      • eden-u4 46 minutes ago
        mine too, but none was such a dick. also, anything related to school (particularly at a young age), is not viewed as something to boast of (at least in my experience in italy, serbia and portugal).
      • brabel 1 hour ago
        Same in Brazil, but I think everyone thought their classes were superior regardless of their letter! Obviously B is the best btw ;)
      • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
        Who?
  • thatsadude 3 hours ago
    Nice read!
  • NotGMan 2 hours ago
    >> Witnessing such scorched-earth containment makes the modern definition of nuclear power as the ‘cleanest energy’ completely incomprehensible to me.

    It's called bad governing. To connect nuclear "not clean" with such bad governing is bit much.

    • Vincent_Yan404 2 hours ago
      You make a fair point, and from a purely technical or policy perspective, I agree that bad governance shouldn't be conflated with the potential of nuclear technology itself.

      However, as a writer, I’m describing the subjective reality of growing up in that environment. When you see 'scorched-earth' measures taken to manage a city, it shapes your visceral perception of that power, regardless of the science behind it. My goal isn't to debate nuclear policy, but to capture how that specific 'bad governing' colored the way we, as residents, perceived the very energy that defined our lives.

    • colinb 2 hours ago
      This argument that nuclear power generation is clean if you ignore the times when it isn't seems a bit no-true-Scotsman to me. It's a thing I've changed my mind about more than once in the past. What sways my thinking now is:

      - most nuclear power does indeed seem to be well run with minimal pollution. - when it goes wrong, the consequences are awful and long-lived (I can, off the top of my head, name two sites that are dangerous decades after they were polluted. I suspect there are others that don't have the same cultural resonance for me. - the alternatives in terms of renewables and storage are improving seemingly from one day to the next.

      The long term consequences, and human frailty in the face of a requirement for total and eternal vigilance convince me that the risk outweighs the reward. Where nuclear power once seemed [to me. I appreciated that some people have always been anti-nuke] like the least bad option compared with e.g. coal, now there are better ways to make our lives work.

      If the endless 50-years-in-the-future ever actually expires and we get practical fusion power, it'll be interesting to see how this changes my thinking. Perhaps that will will have fewer toxic side effects when it goes wrong.

    • subscribed 1 hour ago
      Precisely.

      Especially when comparing the number of deaths(1) from then-China's favourite energy source or simply Uranium's efficiency(2) and the fact we know now how to recycle most of the waste(3)

      Sure, I prefer the solar too, but I agree the governance is the bigger problem in the example from the story.

      (1) https://www.researchgate.net/figure/rates-for-each-energy-so... and https://www.nextbigfuture.com/2023/10/new-nuclear-power-is-p...

      (2) https://xkcd.com/1162/

      (3) https://whatisnuclear.com/recycling.html and https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S036054421...

  • claudebotgsc1 1 hour ago
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  • edfeewe 41 minutes ago
    It was a surreal place: we had elite scientists living next to laborers, a zoo in the middle of the desert, and distinct "communist" welfare, all hidden behind a classified code.
  • zizon 3 hours ago
    > I was born in 1991, thirty years after China’s first atomic bomb explosion, and right around the time of the dissolution of the Soviet Union.

    I smell cooked